Today’s Note to Self ~Remember today, that if I keep wallowing in my own self doubt and self pity, my magical, never ending stream of life will very soon become a stagnating swamp~

If anyone was handing out an award to those who were wallowing in self doubt and self pity last Thursday and Friday … I am sure I would have definitely won! You know those days when things aren’t quite working out the way you think they ‘should’! (Don’t you love that word ‘should’… NOT! I am going to strike it completely from my vocabulary!) Anyway, here I was, once again, going to give up and run away and hide from the world … and my dreams … and my purpose for being here … and… well, you know … everything.

In the midst of all of this, I decided to down tools and head out for a walk, so I could actually wallow in peace. LOL But, Nature Spirits had other ideas and were determined to help me through this little bout of indulging myself in self doubt and self pity. I heard the call to go off my normal path, and head into towards an undiscovered section of the creek. It was raining, so of course everything was wet … more wallow … the grass was longer here where I had to walk … more wallow … I had to push my way through the thick shrubbery … more wallowing … scratched my leg … heaps more wallowing  … and then, what a magical sight before me!!! And what an amazing message appeared before my eyes. I found the nearest log, wet and all as it was, and just sat in awe of Spirit and Mother Nature.

Message from Nature Spirit:

Do you understand how much you are truly loved and admired for deciding to journey into the physical to learn and to grow from so many wonderful human life experiences? Wallowing, in self doubt and self pity, is just one of those amazing experiences which, if you so allow, will bring miraculous changes in mind, body and soul. If you will accept that it is actually Divine Love calling you to stretch and grow a little more, in no time at all, you will see yourself crawling from yet another cocoon, and spreading your beautiful wings to fly a little higher. You will move from living an ordinary life to living a most extraordinary life.

This beautiful image of a swamp is to help you understand what happens when you either fail to recognise self doubt and self pity, or try to fight against it. This causes your magnificent, magical stream of life to become chocked and clogged.  Your life becomes a swamp with nothing flowing in or out … you stagnate! But, as you see with this image, there is still so much beauty within the swamp, and you … but just imagine how much more would shine to the world if you could recognise these doubting times, accept the love that lies within the doubt, and then move back into that glorious creative flow with ease and grace. All in Spirit hold you in such awe … and you are soooo loved!